Happy Birthday Adam!!- Top Ten List

Adam's birthday is the 19th of dec. Since we were busy celebrating 2 Christmas parties, we celebrated his birthday this morning. He unwrapped birthday presents wrapped with Christmas paper, we had scrambled eggs, blueberry pancakes and the celebration was made complete with a #3 candle on a plate of brownies. Since Adam's almost 30 now, I figured it was appropriate to have a #3 but no #0 on his brownie. (Adam is totally in denial of being almost 30 which makes it that much more funny.) I do feel a little bad that Adam's birthday is overshadowed by Christmas so here is a
TOP TEN REASONS WHY I LOVE ADAM (there are so many, but here's a sampling.)

1. He wakes up in the middle of the night with Jack or Charlie even though he has to be to work at 6:30 AM. (I say that one should count double)

2. He is a passionate person. He LOVES the things he loves...airplanes, speakers, home theatre stuff, tools, etc.

3. He recognizes that his family is the most important thing and cherishes snuggle time and holding Charlie time.

4. He just finished working so hard and Aced his big test for the Air Traffic Control program. Way to go!

5. He's a great Bass and can sing classical and fun pieces.

6. He's an awesome dancer and will let me do waltz jumps and tango twisties whenever I want, (even in the kitchen).

7. He is a very unselfish person. Financially, he makes sure everyone else has their needs and wants met before asking for what he wants.

8. He has skills on ebay and guitar hero. And he whips me every time in Wii tennis.

9. He can fix anything. As a new home owner I am really appreciating the fact that we don't have to call in plumers or electricians. What a blessing to have sucha great Handiman- Handi-Adam.

10. He takes care of things that I don't ever think about. Like fuel filters, ice melt, checking my oil, making sure our swamp cooler works, and rotating my tires.

I am so greatful for Adam- he is a HUGE blessing in our family.

In honor of my dear friend Mandy who is celebrating her first Christmas in Alaska where it's very Yukiyuk outside

I am grateful for Music

I've been touched by two special experiences this weekend. On Friday night, we went to our annual Forgotten Carols performance with Pumpkin and Jon. We try and go every year and Pumpkin and I have a random habit of telling each other special information- (like that I was pregnant last year- and three years before that) while we're waiting in the restroom line. What a difference a year makes. Who would have thought that this year we'd both have our wishes of healthy beautiful baby boys. I've been listening to Michael McLean's music for a long time. I remember being in the car with Robby and Laura belting out "Will He ever come?" and "Will He really answer me?" and wishing I was in 4-H so I could measure my life by the song "If only you beleive in yourself" and "Which part is mine?" I have to watch Rigoletto whenever I go to the Cabin and the song "Hold On" inspired me to keep trying to learn Spanish in Chile. I've seen and listened to Forgotten Carols so many times that I could recite the entire thing word for word (even thought they did make some changes 2 years ago) I understand the cheese factor and I don't agree with the shameless DVD plugging that goes on after his show, BUT he has some great songs that touch my soul. Music affects me in ways that no speech or sermon can. When I sing along, I testify and the Holy Ghost bears testimony of the truths that I sing. When i link up with Adam and think about our children I KNOW that "We will be together forever someday."

Each year something different touches me. Last year Pumpkin and I bawled when we heard Sara singing about being a Mother even though she couldn't have children of her own. This year I still teared up but out of joy for my friend. Lately I've become an expert at lip reading. So many of my patients have tracheotomies and can only mouth words. There was a part at the end of The Carols where Uncle Jon was sitting with Connie Lou while the wise man is singing, " I cannot find my way." He explained to her (as I lip read- I was expecting to see him saying watermelon watermelon because that's what they do in community theatre;) but he explained about the star ornament that it had 4 points leading towards Christ in the middle. One for each of the three wise men and one for her. For the first time i saw that song as a kind of conversion song where Connie Lou was not only brought to love Christmas but converted to Christ. "There are so many voices, so many different choices, we need to find our way back home." This year more than others I feel like there are so many choices and things fighting for my attention- I want to keep my focus on what's really important.

Saturday night I performed in a Latin American choir for La Presentacion Navidenia: Recibid al Rey. I haven't been the most dedicated person to this choir, but I am so glad I participated. We sang in the tabernacle and sang with children's choirs, musicians and dancers to put on quite the celebration. The whole place was packed and they recorded it for future broadcasts and I imagined all those Latinos, like my friends in Chile, who will think it is so neat that there are so many strong LDS people here. I thought it was neat how none of the children had Spanish accents, but they sing and dance and remember their heritage. What a legacy those families are establishing. When it was all over, after everyone had started to leave, Elder Scott (who incidentally still speaks perfect Spanish and is South America's favorite apostle) came up and spoke to the choir. We sang, "We thank thee Oh God for a prophet" and the spirit was strong. He left an apostolic blessing over all the participants and instantly a feeling came over us that this was important and very special. He blessed us and our families and encouraged us to remain faithful, strong, and to always pay tithing. Afterwards he stuck around to shake hands and take pictures with people and I even saw many of the women kissing him on the cheek- what a very patient and loving man.

I am so grateful for music in my life and the joy and experiences it brings me.

"All I ever wanted, all I ever dreamed of, everything I 'd hoped and all the things I'd prayed for couldn't hold a candle to what I've been given, I've been given what I need."

Jack's back

I am so happy tonight because I think I've figured out what was wrong with Jack all these weeks. I took both him and Charlie to a doctors apointment on monday and the doctor ended up perscribing them both amoxicillan. She said that Charlie might have the start of an ear infection and Jack a sinus infection. I'm not one to jump on antibiotics, but I thought I was willing to try anything to get my old Jack back. Today for the first time, he didn't cry when I dropped him off for daycare, he was happy and talkative, he didn't scream into fits over nothing and he sang Rudolf with me without even changing the words to potty words. Maybe it's a fluke day, but I hope he's feeling better and his Real Cute personality is coming back.